So today I had a bad experience and a good experience. First the bad. I may not be a doctor, but I will swear to the end of my days that my boss is bypolar. She has two faces. One, she is nice, and two, she is the biggest witch(I could use a worse word, but I won't!) in the world. I could give many examples of what I mean but for now I will use just one.
    When I was at work my boss came in at 2pm and right away she started in on me. Didn't matter I had worked hard all day, oh no, she had to point out the things I did not have a chance to get done. As soon as she left me alone, I'm thinking, "She is a witch! I can't stand her!" Sometimes, I wish i could tell her that to her face, but of course as she is my boss I will always show her respect no matter what, even when she doesn't show me any in return. 
    After I had finished what she wanted me to, she switched right into nice mode, telling me she really appreciated me, and I'm such a good worker, blah, blah, blah. I tell  you her mood swings give me a headache! And that is how it is most days. One minute she is attacking me and the next she is as sweet as could be.  But then the good part of my day made me forget all about it! I was tweeting with my awesome Twitter friend Franco and he made me laugh and smile and feel happy. Which is such a nice feeling after being so stressed out! I am so lucky to have such a good friend! If it weren't for my amazing Twitter friends, I don't know where I would be! But it is the greatest gift to know they are always there for me! So my boss might drive me nuts, but my friends fill me with joy. :)

    So awhile back I posted a blog about a new guy I had met. (Don't look for it though because I have deleted it.) Well this is an update to that blog.
    You see, this guy, for awhile made me feel happy. I thought that he liked me and maybe when we got to know eachother better it could be a romantic relationship. Then it all was gone. Just like that. 
    One Saturday night he texted me and said that he had accidentally just started dating someone and he hadn't wanted to tell me because I am so nice. I didnt even know what to say because I was not expecting that, but I was crushed. I will not repeat everything I said to him but I will say that I told him I couldn't talk to him anymore. Then I deleted his number out of my phone. I cried that whole night. Woke up with puffy, swollen eyes. Not pretty. 
    The next day I posted sad faces on Twitter. And I was awed and touched when right away my friends showed their concern by asking me what was wrong. When I told them, their responses warmed my broken heart. First was my friend @FNIAXY also known as the awesome Franco! :) He told me that that guy was stupid to do that to me because I am a beautiful, funny, cool woman. Those might not be his exact words but that was basically what he said. Well that made me feel good. He also sent me a hug and said he would always be there for me.
    Next was my friend @Kebflower4MDM also known as Bridgette the amazing artist! She listened, and through direct messages, gave me advice. She told me that what happened wasn't my fault and I should not feel bad. Then she said the right guy for me is out there and I will find him someday if I am patient and have faith. She also sent me hugs. And last was @_therealreason also known as the wonderful Michael! He told me that guy didn't know what he was missing! THat also made me feel good and made me smile. And Franco and Bridgette also told me jokes to make me laugh. If not for them I could not have pulled out of my sadness the way that I did. 
    In that blog I wrote about that guy I said that he was the window that God opened for me when he closed the door of me talking to my best friend. Well after my friends helped me get though my broken heart, it came to me. That guy wasn't the window. No, the window was my friends. The amazing thing is I have never met any of them in person, but they rallied around me when I needed them the most and showed me how much they care about me. That is a precious gift indeed. That, is real true love. :)